my eyes focused,
on that treacherous,
lethal tip.
My breath
controlled
then, the plunge.
It seized me in
a peaceful oblivion.
The Thoughts suspended,
in that lifeless sea.
while my forgotten existence,
caged
for the moment.
The fear
The guilt
The despair
tossed into
a nonexistent corner
while the desires
closed out.
My languid soul,
tasting the nothingness,
levitating.
Breathing ever fainter,
the Eyes forced shut
the numbness spreading,
while sleep takes over.
I plunged again and again.
leaving the exposed
holes
in the veins,
to prove
these timeless hours.
