remember me..just once in a while...

today my heart is filled with so many things...so many people involved..so many stories...so many feelings..
recently enough..i am coming across people who have transformed themselves..some for the better...most for the worse...and i nomore see the person i knew. it makes me feel exasperated.. lonely and scared. it worsens when i wake up at 2 am in the night...all sweaty..just out of a nightmare where i see poeple..so many fo them all black and slimy...i can see light but not its source and i find myself enveloping into the mist..bit by bit..fold by fold.
its so strange..how relations change..from good..to better..and then to worse!


hmm...i feel d best way to teel u wat i feel..i'll be me..:) ...n write u this....

remember me when i am gone away
gone far away in the silent land
when you can no more hold my hand
nor i half turn to go..yet turning stay..
remember me when no more day by day
you tell me of the future that you care
only remember me..u understand..
it will be too late to counsel then or pray
yet if you should forget me for a while
and afterwards remember..do not grieve
better by far you should forget and smile
than remember me and cry...

remember me..just once in a while...

today my heart is filled with so many things...so many people involved..so many stories...so many feelings..
recently enough..i am coming across people who have transformed themselves..some for the better...most for the worse...and i nomore see the person i knew. it makes me feel exasperated.. lonely and scared. it worsens when i wake up at 2 am in the night...all sweaty..just out of a nightmare where i see poeple..so many fo them all black and slimy...i can see light but not its source and i find myself enveloping into the mist..bit by bit..fold by fold.
its so strange..how relations change..from good..to better..and then to worse!


hmm...i feel d best way to teel u wat i feel..i'll be me..:) ...n write u this....

remember me when i am gone away
gone far away in the silent land
when you can no more hold my hand
nor i half turn to go..yet turning stay..
remember me when no more day by day
you tell me of the future that you care
only remember me..u understand..
it will be too late to counsel then or pray
yet if you should forget me for a while
and afterwards remember..do not grieve
better by far you should forget and smile
than remember me and cry...

P.S I FORGIVE YOU...

I'm sorry for what I did to you
All I said, it wasn't true
I crushed you and you never deserved
What it was that you heard

You were the first one I fell for
I loved you then, but there is more
YOU understood me
Through that time
But when I broke your heart you lied

You told me it was all pretend
From the beginning to the end
But I knew it wasn't true
Because, I knew the REAL you

Like me, you were misunderstood
I planned to tell you, but before I could
You disapeared, you moved away
And still, to this very day
I dream on meeting you again
One more time so I can say
Just three words, only three
Words that will set me free

Nothing very complicted
Now here they are
Plainly stated
I want you to know, no matter what we've been through
I want you to know.............
I forgive you!!

loved one...

funny thy emotions be
funny sound the words u said
funny be thy better half
swear on her to what i say:
if you get another one
will she be your loved one
will not memories sublime
will u remember the chime?
I can tell you many ways
to become her loved grace.
but will then your loving be
better than will ever be...